Wednesday, August 23, 2006
2:26 AM
MY BROTHER AND MY DAD.
Hmmm... I am gonna tok abt my brother first,
ehhhhh... we aint related by blood, but we are realli brothers. Lol... So hu is him? Ehhhh... He flew off but 2 Canada 2dae... Haha, My Dude, Hongie... Lol... His plane was 6am 2dae, but Ah Na jio me out 2 meet him at 11pm the prev. day n thon at the airport... Lol, only the 2 of us... Ubin n Shaun take so long 2 come! I tot it was a big gang lor! But cannot blame them, hehe, cos they all haf 2 study mah... Hey, Hongie, nxt time try 2 leave or come on a noon or nite la... Hehe...
Had some tok wif Ah Na all the way from his hse downstair tt bus-stop 2 the airport. We reach like 12? Had supper at the Burger King. Lol, n we waited till 2am n there comes Binnie n Moley. Bloody Ah Na n Shaun, keep scolding Bastar* n Moth**fUc*er... Try 2 dun scold all these leh, knn, it is insulting 2 the parents even though u all dun mean it la... Haha... Okay? Lock lock the finger?
Zhi Hong arrived at 3-4am, I not sure of the exact time, n we had a short chat. Lol... We were only toking a while when tis 'cool' guy came n say "What's wif the black shirt" in a very ANGMOH essence. Zhi Hong had a chat wif me n then came back 2 us. Lol, Binnie n Zhi Hong had some bloody fight.
Then, came, weighing over 455 pounds, M O L E Y! Give me a M! M! Give me a O! O! Give me a L! L! Give me a E! E! What did you GET? MOLE-oooo! I cant hear u, MOLE-OOOOOO! Lol, shaun got into the fight wif his 'a bit got colour' de phone. He hit Binnie wif tt phone damn hard lor! Damn scary... Then, came Shaun again with a hit 2 Binnie's phone... Lol, that realli gonna hurt... It was damn crazy the 3 of them, fighting in the airport. Lol, a fight wif lots of 'throat-jabs'. Me, of cos dint participate, I am so innocent, I wont fight. Haha, but I was enjoying as a spectator. Lol...
Then, it was time 2 Hongie 2 leave... Leave S'pore again, leaving us again... Haizz... There are so many things I wanna say but dint say, don't worry, not gay stuffs la... Lol... Haha... Anyway, take good care of urself dude... Seriously, I don't feel anytink when u left at tt time, but when I reach home, I start 2 feel it... Yeah, my brother flew away again! Damn it! My good old porn sound making mate n my singing partner, n my veri good old fren. If u read my blog, hope u realli know tt there are so many of us waiting 4 u in S'pore yeh? Haha, got time come n visit lao-da, juz a blink of eye, tt day u had 2 left S'pore had arrived n was gone so fast, so fast 4 even me 2 say anytink 2 u... Haizzz... Actually I got bring camera yeh noe? But dunno y dun haf the courage 2 take it out! Wat The fuck rite? Nxt time come back n beat me! Then take again... Haha, okay?
I reached home at ard 6-7am... Then slp awhile, then wake up at 9am liddat... Lol... My job a bit fun, support my dad's ladder when he is climbing up 2 the roof of tis. 

Trust me, it is bloody high frm the roof, my dad don't allow me up 2 the roof, juz let me stay on the 2nd floor. But the old lady and uncle of the house were nice, they kept asking me down 2 the 1st floor 2 block away frm the sun. They even gave me honeydews n newspaper 2 enjoy. Lol, nice people sia. When my dad came out then I went to support the ladder... It is DAMN HEAVY!!! There was tis moment when suddenly I feel I lost control n feel the ladder dropping down... But as I stepped more firmly to the ground and grabbed the ladder harder, it went stable... It was very Heng... I cant imagine if... CHOY!! *Touch WOOD*... But It was Hell of an experience... Well, let's tok abt my dad now...
Haha, actually he is still quite a mystery to me sia, sad to say... Even though I am his son, I dun realli noe him well enuff...
He is someone I can say is mouth hard heart soft and tt's y sometimes I hate him to the core... Nowadays he is a whole lot better... He is known as the terror in my hse... He caned and whacked like no ppl's business... I still rmb those 'little' punishments he did to me... I still rmb I was having a fever when he bloody caned me bcos I dun let my sister sit on my bed... His 'trademark' was to lock you in a room and caned you till u 'die'... My mum would be like shouting for my dad to stop outside the room. He also asked me to kneel for forgiven, and sometimes wif unsharp screws on my fucking knee... Also, I rmb that I nv drink water chestnut when he ask me to drink, he bloody locked me outside the door and only allowed me to come home after I drank... I was damn small that time, damn afraid, crying non-stop... Does he realli feel pain when he is doing those shits to me? Is his heart made of steel? Well, I dunno and does these punishments changed me into a good guy? Well, I can't really answer but I realli hoped I rmb these punishments well and NEVER do that to my children...
My dad care a lot abt his face, he nv realli apologise... When he quarrel with my mum, he uses the tactic of playing



'Cold War'...
His Cold War is the ultimate! He can totally ignore you no matter what you do... When he totally ignored my mum, I sometimes almost went to his face and beat him up... Well, however, sometimes he looks damn pitiful... There is quite a few moments when I really feel damn sad for my dad cos he is like damn lonely and just like to keep things to himself... But now, he is better, haha, he likes to share his troubles with my mum liao! Whooooo, tt's wat a couple shld do wat... Seeing them patching up and joke around really make me happy...
Well, back to my father, he is realli good nowadays la, but sometimes I realli feel I aint a good son, I like to talkback no matter even if I am wrong... I oso dunno why the fuck I do this but it is just like uncontrollable... He treats me real, he would buy things home n he even help me buy wine lor... I really love my Dad... And my MUM too!
Using this blog, I wanna say out things that I will take maybe a 100 years to say from my mouth:
"Hey Mum and Dad, Even Though I never say these out, even though I always scold you guys, even though I never tell you guys my troubles, even though I never realli stay at home and talk with you guys, I know you guys to know that ur SON, Lam Yong Jin, realli love you guys a lot a lot... I am happy I become your son... In my eyes, You Guys are The BEST PARENTS! 爸爸妈妈,我爱你们。。。 Sorry all the troubles I had given to u all, Sorry and Thanks... Thanks for doing all those things for me... I am sorry I nv type in chinese for all because my pinyin realli sucks... 爸爸妈妈,谢谢。。。