A few days ago, I started to type on my little notepad on my mac calling it Dear Diary, I found out I type more personal and honest stuffs... I fucking love that... NO MORE BLOGGING GUYS!!! LAM DONT BLOG ANYMORE, HE IS TYPING IN HIS LITTLE NOTEPAD CALLING IT 'DEAR DIARY'!!! ITS WAY BETTER WAY WAY BETTER!!! Sorry guys, BYE!!! SHE-BYE!!!

Sorry... Guys... I was busy rotting at home...

Hahaha.... Busy n rotting seems to be on the same plane of irony... So sorry but just wasnt in the mood 2 blog... Wtf have I been fucking doing? Its like almost a month. Well, basically, rotting sums it up. I guess only few can understand the fucking tiredness of doing sound. For me, I must say when I tot deadline is 6th Feb, I realli chiong like mad... Then came the news of extension to 20th feb. When we hand up the film, I was abit upset cos its a little out of sync but overall happy COS I AM A FREE MAN!!!! But yet, I keep having dreams of my director telling me to do trimming, thats the worst nightmare since I was borned. N just when you tot life's hard part is gone, u found out you haf to 'improve' on your sound cos the team has future plans for it. Like sending festivals and stuffs. I mean when I heard that news, I was happy that its a good move but when I tink abt me hafing to do sound for THAT FILM AGAIN, my heart sunk like Titanic xcept without the 'I'm flying... I'm flying...' part... Can anyone understand the fucking pain of locking yourself in the bedroom with no air to DO FUCKING FOLEYS? Can any fucking one understand the pain of carrying the fucking Sound kit, wif MKH 70 box and TASCAM from school to home and vice versa on A FUCKING BUS... YEAH SBS BUS, NOT CAO YUAN KUAI CHE! FUCKING IT ISNT SPACIOUS AT THOSE TIME FOR FUCKING SAKE! And u guys know me, I haf a little obsessive compulsion problem... And when I take foleys, I can take like 10 takes of a fucking sound effect in fear of hafing to take the trouble if the previous 9 don't work... Its realli sad and pathetic but I can't change that habit... 

Fuck man, talking abt tis just gets me on the verge of wanting to destroy my COM AND SAY "HEY NO BACKUP, NO REDO-ing... Done deal... FUCK IT..." Actually its the dilemma of whether I wanna oppose to improving of the film in the beginning cos Joanna ask for our opinion, I could easily say "FUCK WAY NO" and they will cancel wanting to improve it. But yet, I myself scare I will regret, I want to ask them 2 get another soundman but I found out that the project file in my com can't be taken out bcos the naming and stuffs, which means you can only edit on my com, meaning that haf to be me lor... And so, in the end, I choose YES as an answer to my dear producer... Don't worry my fellow female collegues, tis aint a bitching session or anytink, but just a session of me SHOUTING INTO MY PERSONAL blog... Yeah... 

I'm real tired man... That news realli destroy my holiday mood, though I expected that I will hafta redo my sound, I nv know that when the news realli come, you are totally destroyed and that it will haunt me so much... Haizzzzz... Haizzzzz... Haizzzzz... Up till now, I am still hafing tots of whether I wanna keep up wif the project or just really just get another soundman for them... Taking fucking 74 again, taking orders frm DUH, taking shit from pro tools cock-up, taking ear damage due to hearing over and over again of the dialogues and the music, taking sound effects for the film and even taking a single look at the film's footages all make me feel like flying away... I wished I could just be irresponsible like a motherfucker and just flied the fuck away for like 3 mths as a holiday, but I know I can't, the guilt and my conscience wont let me off... I'll just say I'll tried my best to really sit down and wait for the film to be re-edit and for me to do, but I can't guaranteed whether I can realli wait long... Maybe I might realli be the irresponsible motherfucker... Tis is the worst emo post I haf ever posted in my entire blog history... Especially when you are typing at 5.57am in the fucking morning. It just adds on to the mood, people say midnight are the time where things are most emo, I beg to differ, I will say morning are the time where things are most emo, its the time, you force urself to wake up to get ready for work, for school, for formal stuffs, no one wakes up at this time happy, meaning no one go party at this time, midnight people do... Morning is oso the time the world smack you right in your face and SAY, "HEY BITCH, ANOTHER FUCKING DAY HAS PASSED, WTF ARE U DOING"...

(For ppl who don't like me toking abt gf's stuffs, dont read)

Now that my time for NS is coming too, I can't help but tink of how lonely I actually am... I've living without a female target for maybe a year... Lol, Awe-fucking-some... Its seriously gets real emo when you are rotting at home, when your game is loading, you haf that 10 secs to tink, depends on your com, if your com sucks, you can haf 10 mins to tink, cos it hanged and u hafta restart, I tink keck's com take that long. LOL... I guessed it was saturday's K-box wif Hougang Gang that made me like tis... Seeing those lovely couples in MTVs on the TV when your friends are singing... Or those moments whereby you are like WTF you even let her go when the song goes like "dai wo zuo... dao yao yuan de yi huo..." And you see the fucking male guy pushes the female singer away... Fuck you man!! WTF ARE U DOING!!! Fucking HELL!!!! I will NOT DO THAT!!! Those are my tots... LOL... Despo times called for despo measures... No la, I aint despo la, its more than lonely... But when you are lonely, you tink about hafing to improve your sound and you are send frm the realm of emo-ness to aggro-ness... So, you wont feel emo... Aint life a motherfucker... Time for me to sign out b4 brother Sun come out... This video should lighten up the mood. HAHHAHA, tis video is Keck on the bus wif us while he realise that his ex-gf is oso on the bus and wat happens when I told Alfred about that news... Anw, according to Keck's ex, she dint know until when we reached our stop, I walked past her and shouted Jeremy KECK!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! But too bad, it is not inside the video... Sorry KECK!!! HAHAHHAHAH!!!!

A MAN WHO KEPT HIS WORDS...
I know it isn't on that official day that I end IBP that I blogged... But I blogged the moment I could... Hehehe... 3 years in Ngee Ann Poly... A blink of an fucking eye... *Sound effect of wind blowing* And its over... When I was taking 74e the bus back home to meet wif Keck and the rest for some badass dinner, I suddenly haf is itchy feeling up my nose as I slowly see all the landscapes that I had been seeing for tis past 3 years... It's realli over you know... Sem 1 when you are still a noob and tends to hide all your vulgarities and roughness, A.K.A Man-ness... Sem 2 whereby you start to like all your poly frenz thanks 2 that fucking FCP room in lvl 1 and that audio tech rm whereby I start to know the whole cohort, people not from my class can be as close to me... It was awesome, that moment whereby I omost tatoo Ngee Ann Poly onto my right shoulder... Nah, it just a figure of speech, I wont TATOO like NIGEL!!!!! LOL... Carry on to sem 3, its the time whereby friendships start getting abit edgey and homework starts to get out of hand literally. I still rmb cam and lights 2 whereby I teamed wif Suzie, Buff, Nia and Sofyan... Well, I took up DOP role for the 1st time and believe me, it make me dont wanna be DOP for the rest of my life until AFP 1. Nvm that 1st... Cam n lights 3 is the time whereby towards the ending of the shoot, left wif me, caleb, pea and joanna to shoot. Cos Ash, Yan n Qam went to S.H.E concert... But yeah, sem 3 is still olright la... Then, comes sem 4, Drama fucking pro... Good shit... We invented the War Cry which got lost along the way to sem 5 but it was still fun... My Drama pro class exercise team that time was Jon, Joanna, me, Caleb and Qam. We shoot the fastest and we even wasted some film on our version of "The Big SWALLOW" which we nv realli had a chance to look. The other grp according to Yan, was inside the studio fighting for control... LOL... And it was tis time when my greatest and proudest short film HAPPY NEW YEAR was borned... LOL... Then came to sem 5, tis is the time fucking friendship get tore apart, black face is most prolly the only coloured face you see around in school. And homework at tis kind of TIME WAS REALLI as HIGH AS BUKIT TIMAH... Now you know why FMS block is so high up that you hafta climb that slope... AFP 1 was already exhausting, dont tok abt AFP 2, tis is the assignment that make me dont wanna be a director for 2 mths, longer than Drama Pro 2 which only make me for 3 days... AFP 2 is realli good training bcos that film, I know I realli tried my best and it still dint turn out even 10 percent of wat I expect... Its like each assignments are like hundreds of Piranha and Advanced Film Production is fucking like thousands... Eating your fucking tired soul and still just keep eating though you are half-fucking dead... Then came SEM 6, every beginning has an end, LOL, quoted from matrix... Me trying 2 act badass, just kidding... Anw, sem fucking 6, the fucking most stress sem I ever had even though I nv realli go sch... Sound Post production editing for like 2 weeks with changes happening everyday aint realli easier than being a director in AFP 2. In fact it was harder... Harder by maybe 5 times, cos tis time you aint the boss, you cant sleep well cos if your boss aint happy, she will flip u up and ask u to change... If you are the boss, you might flip yourself up too, but, the different is, that is your film, that is wat you wanna show, and that is wat you are willing to do... Not saying I am not willing to do my IBP, but its just not realli YOURS, if u know wat I mean....

Okay!!!! Now that IBP is over, what are my plans? Seriously, up till now I still dont haf that holiday mood yet, I still haf that thinking that I have sometink impt to do, like going home 2 do up my IBP and stuffs even though its done... It can make me frm a happy person in the cinema to a very stress person just within 1 sec... Still cant get into the holiday mood is realli quite sad... Anyway, today early in the morning, at ard 10am, Chin Boo, my audio teacher called me while I was still surfing in my badass dream, Chin Boo asked me about hows LABEL and IBP and everytink and then asked me wheres Braddell... LOL!!! I hafta faked as if I am awake wif my try to act-serious voice... Anw, after that, I went to sleep.

I woke up at ard 3pm today and start spamming games and games and games... Oh ya, forgot to say what happen ytd, well, we watched OUTLANDER and my comment is, Dont Watch, Lord of the rings Producer doesnt mean Lord of the Rings product. SERIOUS!!!! After watching, we go gain city warehouse sale to see what the fuck kind of sale is going on, well, it was awesome but seriously, most of the things there, if I want I cant afford, only those things like blender I can afford but its useless... I haf no needs... LOL... After that, we went chomp chomp to destroy our health... Ordered plenty of food man... $10 of Hokkien Mee, $5 of Oyster Egg, $20 of satays (ard there) , $12 of stingray, $10 of BBQ chicken wings and drinks... Woah Woah fucking Woah... I eat until damn full but honestly speaking, the food has realli taken a change since I last ate there, it isnt that badass and tasty now... Haizzzz, things realli do change man... Even food... Anw, at the night time, my sec dudes came over to my hse and we watched The Untraceable... It's quite a sick film but seriously, it makes me think those people who like watching those gross videos are realli sick... Untraceable is a film about tis fucking killer kills people with the speed according to the amount. of people who watches online that person being killed... Its good la the story and all... Knn, that time when I go eat supper wif dunno-who, he just keep playing that reporter being beheaded de video and keep hearing it, it is seriously sick man... KNN... I seriously wonder if they like it or do they just wanna act badass, seriously, you don't look badass when you do that u fucker... WEIRD-FUCKING-DOS.... CCB... Anw, its time to go play game liao man... Hahahah, I blog lor today, I am a man who kept his words lor... Anw, below is the video of Jon being owned... Tis is the store-bought love returning equipment day... Peace out! Derrick, tis is free adverstising for ur website... Pay me...

FSV 15!!!!
We all just celebrated the BIRTH of FSV 15 years in ST. JAMES POWERHOUSE... Haha... Nt realli veri fun cos all the presents we kena owned, xcept maybe like JOANNA n Mr. D. Heng. Or prolly Uncle Kam who won great prizes, not to forget Chiam too, who won a wine bottle, and lets nt 4give JERRY BUKA-FONG, who won a gal's hp no. And that no. is her real number, nt fake one cos ytd Jerry just gave her a call. HAHAHAHA!!! I got that videoed now but not going 2 publish today I guess. Hahaha...

So what has been going on? Woah, so much so much has happened, Jon's shoot has been done xcept for reshooting part, Chin Hwee's Store-bought love has been done too and my own IBP reshoot is going to start soon... Haizzzz.... I have learnt lots of shits man thru-out all these shoots, Jon's shoot allow me to learn how operate Generator, Jig-Arm n how 2 rack fucking good focus man... N then come 2 Chin Hwee's, I learnt abt how 2 kena owned by managers, do intense lightings for running out-of-time shots, how to trip power outlets by overloading with lots of lights, how to do lightings for multi-fucking camera... Lol... Damn intense... But though it was stressful, there are moments whereby I enjoyed myself while doing the lights and stuffs, I specially like the moments whereby everyone just helped to light the aisle whereby Ah Mann sees Kewei being returned wallet by Ah Lok. Its damn shiok when everyone just help to do stuffs, cos its kinda like torturing people when people come to help but don't have things to do, thats y I usually don't go overhand shoots.

Also, recently, I watched lots of movies. I dont tink I can rmb all of them... Lol...
- 10 things I hate about you (A Knight's tale man is inside)
- How to lose a guy in 10 days (Olright la, but there is a damn good camera angle from a mirror that stun me 6 days)
- Suspension (A telemovie which is hard to watch cos I find the lack of film look annoying but its still okay la)
-Sky Crawlers (watched wif Shawn n Jon after blackmagic and Jon slpt thru omost the whole film, to me n Shawn, its good cos its subtle - the best part is b4 the show started, Jon sleep abit liao)

Fuck, I can't realli rmb what else I had watched sia... Damn... Weak mind man... Anw, the day b4 ytd, me and Jon and Shawn n Yan were eating Zi-Cha. Lol... Best cheapest Zi-Cha we ever eaten... Lol... When I was on my bus 74 home, I start to think that seriously know, our poly times together are like veri minimal now. Cos in just 3 mths time or lesser, we are all out of that school man... Soon, after all shoots are over, there wouldnt be much activities left, it will soon be an out-of-secondary school moment again... Everyone having to do their own stuffs, not realli much time to meet together and talk shit... Deep inside me I hate fucking school man, all the homeworks, projects, lack-of-time nonsense and there are actually moments you asked yourself whether you have chosen the right path to come to FSV all these, sometimes you wish you were younger so you are in the IMDB guy's badge whereby you will be using Imac in NLE room rather than windows 98 4 premiere? But for me, I say I never regretted, so what if I never realli get to enjoy good facilites, well, I have good friends, great teamwork, I doubt any of the badges has tis shit-talking moment, be it in the NLE room b4 Michael Kam starts his lesson, or even the best is like in sem 2 whereby I feel it was the best moment of my Poly life, where everyone stays in FCP room and talk shit, kena scolded by year 3 who snapped at us but we still dont give a fuck, charging our laptops using FCP room plugs and kena owned by Andrew Merlions... Lol... And the moment whereby I break the door and how many people helped me to ease my scare feelings, back me up. Those were the days man... Those were great memories, I bet if I am younger, my memories wld be ike maybe me and Imdb man trying to watch some movies together and all he does is to flood me wif comments frm IMDB... Me faking my personalities with the current Year 2 friends? Laugh at their terrible jokes maybe? Talking to Mahand's clone and even kena owned by the Year 3s for being noisy outside Preview Threatres... LOSERS!!!!!!

Haha... Okay, its time not to get so mushy and stuffs, time for some funny videos... Tis is the confession as to what happen during the Zi-Cha day... What happened? When we were leaving the place, I started laughing like mad, and Jon gave the funniest qn which no one answer and I laughed all the way home... Jon says "What? You all fucked with my chips right?" HAHAHAHHA... Sorry Jon... I only do it once... LOL... Below is the badass video of the confession.

Jon: Why you treat them to so expensive food?
Pea: No la, treat them to Sukantala is only one time la, nxt time don't have already...
Jon: Next time wanna treat them, I treat them to my Great-grandmother's faeces....
Lam: HAHAHHAHHAHAHA
Shawn: HAHAHAHAHHHAHA (with a bit of sniggering)
Nigel: Lam, push the generator inside a bit more...
Lam: AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! I remembered about the Alumini that day when Jon scold us cos of the pictures.

TELECINE DAY: 'P' LEVEL RESULTS RELEASED!
Wat is telecine? Lots of people might not know, well, its a filmmakers' 'A' and 'O' lvl results... Tis is the time u see wat u haf prepared for so long and how eventually tis film look like after it had been shot... Trust me, it has the same feelings as 'A' n 'O' lvl... Well, we saw the footages... Lightnings good but then there are some flares here and there... Quite emo, somemore important shots somemore... Now the possiblity of reshoot are not erased yet...

So what haf been going on in my life? AH NA complained I nv blog for damn long... So heres my explanation... I haf been helping out the other team's shoot right after my own shoot... Shawn's team... So its like after I done my own sound for my team I am doing Camera Assistanting for another team... DAMN INTENSE... On Sunday was the craziest shit ever... We shooting at Punngol End... And we all oways get fried... Omost everyone got sunburnt and wats worst is we hafta postpone some of the shots cos overrun... OMG.... Its crazy... But heard frm Nigel that the footages are good... LOL... Its worth it... N the highlight is actually doing dolly in little india on a heavy rainy day... OMG... It is DAMN AWESOME, I was like pushing dolly in a heavy rain while Shawn is like on the dolly wif the camera taking a tracking shoot... If John Woo was there, he cfm SLOW-MO me pushing the dolly, n I bet it will win the oscar wif just that shot... N Wats the best is actually jon snap when Shawn 4got to put in the camera's battery and oso when Jon move away frm the camera when he was shielding the camera from rain and oso Shawn abit like annoyed when Jon accidentally let some water droplets touch the camera lens like, "Wah lauuuu Jon... It takes damn long to clean".... Then Jon in his apologetic tone saying sorry... LOL!!! LOL!!!! LOL!!!!

So wat else haf I been doing? WATCHING FILM BABY!!! ICE ICE BABY!!!
-Tropic Thunder (DIRECTED BY BEN STILLER)
-Alfie (fucking good show by JUDE LAW, the man who media-lawed)
-Appleseed (Good fucking shit)
-Appleseed 2 (Produced by John Woo, thats y u see White Doves in tis anime)
-Eurotrip (supposed 2 be a sex comedy, but its terrible)
-B4 the Devil knows u are dead (Started wif a sex scene, hmmmm, to me, nt veri interesting)
-Cashback (hmmm... Great cameraworks n fucking good way of telling the story man)

Seeing so many films and helping so many shoots just make me wanna shoot my own film soon... Fucking itchy for some shoot of my own man.... DAMN IT!!! Nvm, it will come...

And wat happen today? Hahahha... I went to return AH NA the Warcraft book that he lent me which I nv read at all due to hatred for words and lack of time to read... LOL... Well, Ah Na just taken sometink out after his operation... No, not his dick... Oh ya, Alfred TAN AH NA has just gone thru an operation on his legalmen. LOL... His leg some area la... Why his leg liddat? Well, the spark was bcos I suggested playing catching a few years ago and he fell and injured... And he go and light the spark up further by playing soccer to hao lian in front of ZELDA... AHAHAHAHA or shld I SAY ZOLDOLL? ITS MORPH-FEN TIME!!! HAHAHAHAHA... Alfred, dont kick my ass, I wont allow u cos I scare u break ur legs more... AHAHAHAHA... Anw, he went thru an operation just abt a month or so ago, amazing shit, he cant walk when I 1st visited him, I bought wif some chicken herbal powder I saw when I went into an Econ minimart... LOL... Anw, he cant eat cos chicken is toxic in terms of recovering... LOL... But he will drink it after he recovered, thats wat his mum told me... LOL... Anw, today I visited him and he can WALK and open the door for me, good shit man, nice speedy recovery AH NA... He told me doc has removed a needle or sometink inside of his legalmen... Good shit man... Hope you recover soon TAN KHENG HWA!!! And soon, we can go play CATCHING AGAIN!!!

Oh ya, forget to say abt ytd... Ytd I went to Queensway to change the pants that I bought on SATURDAY wif Ming Wei and Keck n NIC... Lol... The auntie was kind and changed one 4 me and then wat's badass is that I eat alone wif my parents... The last time I did that was during my Grandfather's death anniversity tis year... Thinking back, I haben been eating wif them for lots of years cos that time realli dont like family love... I am a person like dont crave for family love, I feel mushy family love fucking annoying and wanna be an orphan... Up till now, its still like tis... Hahaha... I guess one day when I haf a family, it will then changed... But yet, now I am changing abit liao, I realli love my parents though I dont realli show it... I feel too mushy and wont do much la... I oways tell myself once I haf a gf I will... The best is like ytd my dad asked to go sing karaoke wif him, my mum and my sister... But I rejected him by saying its awkard.. LOL... I am so sorry but I realli seriously feel that way... I wont sing even if they are ard la I tink.... Hmmmm... But I tink in my mind that I actually will if I had a gf wif me, hmmmm, I guess even a psychology master wont be able to xplain 2 me wat kind of mental state I am in.... I dont tink I am desperate for a gf cos I haf been feeling tis since secondary days... I once surprise my dad n mum wif a cake when its valentine's day and trust me, I had my fucking gooseberry popping up for 6 months... But I just imagined if I had did that wif a gf standing beside me, I tink I wld feel gooseberry, I wld feel sweet like a sugar pie... LOL... Am I the only one feeling like tis? Or m I normal? Cos I heard that man are more prone to dont like family love and hate mushy family stuffs... LOL, I dont mind doing mushy stuffs 2 my future gals though... Hmmmmm... Weird.... I will just hafta w8 n see... Anw, I ate CRAYFISH!!!
THE BEST TINK ALIVE, IN CHINESE ITS CALLED PRAWN-GRANDMA... XIA PO!!! n LALA n SAMBAL KANGO n SEAFOOD FRIED RICE... GOOD SHIT MAN!!! Below is a video of the food and my beloved parents seriously eating... LOL...

Okay... Time 2 sleep... Goodnite people... The intensiness starts tml... GOODLUCK 2 EVERYONE!!! CHIN HWEE's TEAM... I PRAYED YOU GUYS FIND A LOCATION... AND GOOD LUCK too...

*When shit hits the fan, it is time to M...* - A food for tot for LAM!

3rd DAY OF SHOOT
OMGnessss... I am so fucking shag and I am here 2 type my blog as Nigel haf ask me to... Wat happen over tis few days? OMG!!! I dunno how 2 summarise but the main tink is my IBP shoot has started... LOL... I am just a soundman but the responsbility is even greater than spiderman man. I can rmb on the 1st day, I was like quite unflexible and keep booming and booming... *Booming means holding the mic using a pole*. The task is like fucking difficult cos I just keep hafing to hold for long hours and stretch very long distance... OMG... Freaking tired man... Then nvm, plus inside the room, it was like OVEN! HANDS DOWN, everyone agrees, bcos of terrible ambience, I hafta close the window and the worst is like no FUCKING AIR-CON... Hafta use fan and sometimes its like u can be taking 5-6 takes in a row and u hafta off the fan for maybe 30mins - 1 hour... Imagine that man... I can simply tell u that a fireman wouldnt dare to even come into the room, I am just kidding... But I wanted to boom naked but I scared the gals, the gals in my TEAM, JY, Joanna, HUIMIN n XXL will all rape me... T.T... Cos I too sexy... Lol...

Anw, on day 2... When I woke up, I feel my hands muscle like ccb. Then halfway when booming, I realise my hands were shaking and can hear my mic shaking too. Then, Z-attack came and like gave me suggestion like bcos JJ's shoot JJ use cable tie to tie the boom to the C-stand... OMG... Fucking smart... So, I try 2 copy but I dont haf cable tie so I USE SUPERCLAMP... Damn fucking shiok... Now, I frm the toughest job become not so tough anymore... LOL... Its like cameraman got tripod, wat does a soundman haf, a C-STAND man... But sometimes u still hafta boom wif your own hands de if the actors is like moving and stuffs... N cOn tis very day too, I was raped by ANNIE YAP... She was like eating beside me during lunch and 'forced' me to eat veggies... LOL... She say i muz eat 1/3 of the veggies. I try 2 like accommodate her by eating some but she just wont feel satisfy unless i eat 1/3 of even 20% after long bargain, then even like try 2 act friendly, touch my face and comment on my pimples... LOL... I can like dont eat but no choice, I dont want her 2 tink that I crew of tis shoot doesnt respect her, cmon, I not scared of her okay? I can rebuked de, but I give face to director okay? KNN... Annie Yap wanna go swimming in a Shipyard and watch the longest yard and probably oso barnyard. Woah, I am learning to be Jon, a good rapper... LOL...

3rd day... TODAY!!! LOL... Damn tired la... Going to sleep soon, w8ing for Jo's reply on wat time call time it is tml... Today my whole team did some trash-talking, good shit man, cos i guess a lot of them either wanted or did snap at each other... LOL... Only soundman diam diam listen... But i was du lan too bcos everytime I record sound, oways got bus stops at the bus stop just outside the house and got bus pass by or even fucking lousy motorcycle that makes lots of noise... FUCKING TERRIBLE... I did a sound effect recording and I can do up to 10 times... The funny tink is like I came home and saw my sister playing ROLLER COASTER TYCOON... LOL... FUCKING FUNNY... The best is like I go into my room like dont haf wireless so I go ask my sister if got on wireless, then she reply "I don't dare to on internet cos I scare police catch us so I am playing pirated games..."... LOL, that was wat I had tot when I was like Primary School la... LOL... I realli just keep laughing and laughing to myself... I tink that was wat I taught her when she was damn young la... LOL... N she nv tot I was wrong... LOL... Okay... Damn tired, time to sleepppppp.... Niteyyy...

What an INSANE WEEK!
Wah... So long since I have blogged... I refused to become like wat I haf become over this past few months whereby I never blogged for so long... Hahahaha... So just a lil update on my fucking life... The worst day of my year has just past me I hoped, it was this passed friday... I was seriously fucking angry.... LOL... 1stly, its the pushing back of IBP shooting week whereby I can't help other groups to CA and Gaffer and stuffs... FUCKING HELL, but nvm... Then after that, I got caught in between Chow and gang's cross-fire argument whereby I was innocently sucked inside bcos I wanna get MKH 70 for my IBP package... Fucking Chow told me that the equipment list that is given to them is wat the lecturer LCM haf given to them and they can't add MKH 70. I am LIKE FUCK UR CAGE la CHOW... Then nvm, I say okay lor, I go tell LCM so everytink will be peaceful la... Then he fucking ask me to stay here 1st and w8... KNN, I alr gotten the answer liao why u wanna me to stay? So wat happen is Chow go and do some nonsense wif Johnnie and suddenly after 10 mins, Wee Liang asked me what m I doing here? I say bcos of MKH 70, then fucking Chow come and say wat MKH 70 is optional and shit liddat, then Alvin oso say so... Anw, all of them are TSOs, they are like workers in the school in charge of our facilities and equipments. So in the end, I kena ganged by the TSOs and the conclusion is wat? I hafta go to tok 2 LCM so I can get it in my equipment package... Knn, wat a great use of my FUCKING TIME... MKH 70 is optional? FUCK YOU!! Cos we were using that even for AFP, now IBP cannot use, please la... KNN... Then nvm, I was heading up to Label room or to alumini I forgot but I was at the lift lobby where a bunch of girls are like screaming and panicking bcos their lift had come so WTF I do is I run and did not bother to press the lift button, instead I use my arms to hold the doors and it open. TRUST me, I wasnt trying 2 show off or wat but I know tis fucking lift well, you press the button when it is closing, 75% u will miss that lift, it will ignore ur press and close the door. And so when the door open, I heard the mumbling of the gals, "Why the guy liddat?" in a very CHEE BYE tone... I was fucking pissed, I wanna scold them but I say, nvm... Let this motherfuckers just complain for all they want even though they take the lift I 'insanely' open for them... BITCHES... GO FUCK DOGS LA, FUCKING BITCHES... Then nvm, I then met up wif the IBP gals n found out I had no place to sit and hafta drag a table and chair and sit with the gang. And I was a lil like wtf cos I felt left out n I tot it was supposed 2 be some IBP dicussion shit. Then nvm, I talked to Joanna abt her hafing 2 send LCM wat other equipments we need. Tis is my fault la I admit, but bcos I was just a lil degrees celesius away frm my boiling point so wat happen is I go ask joanna, "so jo, the tink how?". So she replied huh wat tink? And I repeated "That tink la?" Then she say, HUH WAT TINK? Then I got a lil fucked up liao and become abit irritated and say, "JUST NOW THAT TINK LA!!" She give me her usual 'I-M-ANNOYED' face and ask WAT TINK? So, I reached my threshold and SNAPPED but ctrled it after I say WAT THE FUCK... Lol... In the end, I haf no mood to eat there anymore and so left Alumini, a food cafe in my school and then was so angry that I called LCM myself and not hafing to bother Jo... LOL... But don't worry, everytink that I said here I haf already tok 2 those people abt my that day's hot temper... Lol... N its all okay now, I seriously feel fucking awesome after telling people... DAMN SHIOK... It might be awkward for a while but it helps in the end la... Instead of hiding all ur angers.

Another tink that I was angry abt is wif Yan's oways mind-fucking me... LOL, I told him liao and we are okay now... Cos that day after such a rough day, Yan come and ask me that kind of "Why so serious?", "Why walk here walk there?, "Why so passionate?" kind of questions... LOL... But then it was okay when everytink starts picking up cos the bands that comes to audition for LABEL was quite awesome... Esp. the 2nd band, wont tell u guys the name yet, but they were friendly and cool. So was quite happy and shit liddat until when my hp no battery and then cannot find Nigel and Yan when we were leaving school cos Nigel is driving. N so, when I finally found them, Yan say that kind of wat Father Mother theory abt u staying in ur spot when u are lost, I mean he is right la, but I was damn pissed cos to me, it is just irritating and annoying at that point, its like adding oil 2 fire...

The nxt day, which is a saturday, I woke up feeling happy cos I haf tis dream abt tis gal keep looking at me... I seriously can't rmb the details but I woke up smiling... And was like heck care abt all the problems I had the day b4, I watched a movie wif Ming Wei and hougang gang, called REC... Omg... Later I will go into the movie details but after that, we all haf our own usual chill out session whereby we all just tok... But its a lil different, cos you can see Ming Wei and Wei Nan playing PSP when I just lay on tis playground tinky for like 1 n 1/2 hours w/o seriously doing any fucking tink... I could haf gone home and do more stuffs, so 1 n 1/2 hours later, I reached my threshold and left home... Tis is the 1st time ever that I had ever left my Hougang Gang for home... Usually, I will stay no matter how late it is, but that day I was just fucking annoyed, looks like that dream doesnt last long in maintaining my mood... So I went home and decide I shld tell ppl that I am unhappy wif them and not kept it in my heart, so I told Joanna, Yan, Nic on that day alone and Ming wei n Bernard n Jojo the nxt day. Now I seriously feel that I am the lightest man in the world, weighing only 1 pound. Anw, lets tok abt movies I watched... Recently, I become insane... I watched a lot a lot... LOL, usually I would watch veri little cos I hafta write in my blog lil review in fear I would forget that I watched it b4 and use my blog to remind me that wat the story is abt, but now, I HECK CARE LIAO... I seriously feel, I can rewatch anytime and I feel its damn annoying to write review...

Fucking Hell, today I woke up in sweats when I had a dream of me receiving a homework abt hafing writing a review of the movie I had write for my module REGIONAL CINEMA... Trust me, the feeling is worse than hafing 100000 T-Rexs chasing you... Lol... Okay, wat haf i watched?

-Wanted
-Vantage Point
-Journey to the Center of the Earth
-Happy Gilmore
-REC (tis show is remaked into quarantine the latest zombie show, and seriously tis show muz watch in cinema, cos I seriously screams 2 times loud in the cinema, dont imagine them, I feel embarrassed, its like a roller coaster ride bcos of the thrill and the fucking shaky camera works)
-Sparrow
-Animatrix
-Deathbell (at Keck's hse whereby fucking Nic jumped when he sees a dead body and kicked my chair)
-Wedding Crashers
-100 girls

Awesome life man... Hahaha, I WANNA MAKE FILMS, MAKE MUSIC, MAKE ... LOVE... , just kidding... MAKE PEOPLE LOVE MY FILMS... Thanks to RAPIDSHARE, gave the creator of RAPIDSHARE a kiss. MUACKZ!