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Sunday, March 25, 2007
10:40 PM

I am still at confusion.com

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! What the HELL IS THIS??!!?? I made up my mind, I changed my mind, I made up my mind, I changed my mind, I made up my mind again, and I fucking dunno if I should changed my mind again... WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SHIT IS THIS??

I shall now confess something....
I did something for her on a not-so Fateful Sunday at her workplace... I gave her a belated Birthday Surprise Alone... ALone... Alone... With a Help of a good old sister who I cant named... :X

I gave her a cake with two candles forming a digit '1' and a no. of sushis forming digit '8' and a cow coinbank... She say she is veri touched bcos I came all the way here to give her a surprise... And it is like after 100000 'pleases' and begging that she finally come down... And when I ask to borrow 15 minutes of her time, she gave her' I wanna CHOKESLAM YOU TO HELL' de face... Makes me Real Real Real Sad... But her saying of her being touched makes me feel so HIGH that I feel I am taller than 10 Yao Mings put together... But then, the aftermath of wad I had did is terrible... Lol... I mean that's wat i think la...

I send her a sms 2 tell her not 2 eat those cake and sushis if they turned bad and she nv reply... Then, i send another to tell her I hope that that nite was surprising and not shocking for her and hope she enjoy it... And guess what she reply me??? GUESS??? The answer is... NOTHING... Lol... Maybe I just think too much? Hahahaha... After that, I send her another sms which she finally reply... Send her another sms and no reply... Hmmm... Tough life Lam, tough life... Lol... After that, quite a no. of smses here and there and little replies were returned... Makes me feel that she is avoiding me and so, I decide nv to 'irritate' her anymore...

And then... Fucking Day arrived when Jerry called me and told me that Joanna is in the same class as me, suddenly, I feel the fuckfulness... I feel like being pranked... Like fate is playing wif me...

I realli dunno wat the FUCK TO DO NOW!!! CHASE OR GIVE UP???
Or should I just remain as her friend... And like use bricks to whack my head when I think of her as my girlfriend??? CONFUSINGGGGG!!!! LOVE IS CONFUSINGGGG!!!! FUCK IT!!!

Me


Lam Yong Jin
Montfort School; Ngee Ann Poly
LAMekidLAMpy_2@hotmail.com
20/9/1989

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