Wednesday, October 24, 2007
1:24 AM
THE WORST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE
Today, We had this IAP, IBP, Label briefing about what we are going to do the last part of our school life. Starting of me, was like, fucking, straight-away just label and then hopefully be a sound engineer and then come out and own the music world like donald triumph (the musical version)... No, just kidding... Hahahhaha!!! Anw, when I confirmed that there are only 2 sessions of Label, meaning sem 5 n 6 and hafing a max. of 6 students only in that whole 2 sessions, I was depressed... FUCKING tot can like a lot of ppl and my dudes labelled wif me but then... Haizzzz... Life is Cruel, my happiness was shot by the arrow of reality... And then I was looking back at IBP as my backup choice, anw, I came to FSV for it initally... But then, omg, no one is like really shooting an action... And the thing is I can't consider between Label and IBP due to the fact that my dudes and brothers may get it and I may not, and my dudes and brothers may not get in but I did... All alone wif some ppl I dont know that kind... That's like the worst... I am stuck in the pits of Dilemma, pool of hesitation and pond of temptation... (Trying to act cheem and all) Haizzz... This is realli the worst day of my entire life, I suddenly feel so sianz to go school, like no more passion, but its true, chin hwee woke me up, I am just running away from the question... OMG!!!! Nxt friday I hafta come up wif an answer, it is either making my own new group for IBP, or joining Chin Hwee's , or Label... It is as if I haf 3 bowls of Curry chicken noodle, one is add noodle, one is add chicken, the another is add potato (gundan)... All I want to eat, but I only haf $2.50 2 eat it, I hafta make a damn choice now... HELPPPPP!!!!???!!!
