Fucked from all Directions...

Three days ago, which is on thursday is one of the leading fucked up days in my life... It is not the fucked up-est but it is still very fucked up... What happen?

Earlier in the morning, I was awaken by Hsien the teacher in-charge of Label and he called to summon me for a meeting and I was like, oh my, I tink Yan and Nigel will be late for the label tinky, so they are not in sch yet and the way Hsien says it seems very urgent, so I told Hsien in my best attempt to act unsleepy, I say, "Oh today nt me in sch, today is Nigel n Yan". So Hsien just say "Okay, where r they?... I in my best attempt to lie, say "in Library". He believed my sleepy lie and asked me to tell them to meet him now n he hung up... Oh MY SHIT!!! I str. away called Nigel up and found out he is still in his hse and is just abt to leave. Yan had told me that he will reach sch at 11am. Hmmm... FUCK!!! Nvm la, lets hope it is nt anytink important. Nvm la, I tink Nigel will reach and meet up wif Hsien la...

The next call I recieved is Nigel telling me that he has met Hsien and it is revealed that motherfucking radio heatwave ppl has just bought a knife frm IKEA and stab it into our label's back... AWESOME, I felt at that moment that my back has some blood. FUCKED UP MOTHERFUCKERS... After I plastered my back wounds, I go back 2 sleep...

When I woke up, I checked my email and found out that Hsien had emailed us that we are now in a CODE RED... Chin Boo knows that we are not in our office. Oh man... From now on, all 4 of us haf 2 go sch every weekdays... 9-6pm... LOL... LIFE ROCKS!!!! FUCK!!!! Honeymoon is seriously over like wat Hsien named that email he send us... FUCK!!! I look at my label homework and like WTF LA!!! I STILL GOT A LOT TO DOOOO LA!!! FUCKK!!! DAMN SIANNZZZ!!! Nigel sms me then to say that Yan is on the brim of quiting the label now... OMG!!! WTF!!!! I am fucked frm 3 directions now, now I need is frm the one more direction and I am seriously 4-FUCKED!!!

Then, I opened my msn and then suddenly, adium (msn messenger) says that someone added me and want me to either authorise or deny, the email is **********@hotmail.com. (guys dont go and add him and take revenge for me cos I will be mad at u cos I just want to leave that dude alone). I 1stly tot its a gal, that hmmmm... maybe a hot biker babe man, saw me somewhere... LOL... No la, its a fucking jincheng la, it sounds like a real dude man, nvm, maybe he is one of my frenz frm somewhere... So I added him... The nxt moment I know he is online and he is toking 2 me... Seriously, I dunno whether is he a gay or just a emo kid, but it sure is annoying... Got one part of the conversion, I dao him and he nudge me, n when i go reply him, he reply that he nudge the wrong window!!! I tink he is lying... FUCK... Anw, I am going 2 upload the whole convo... LOL... Don't laugh...

5:05:18 PM made me happy i bless u happy: hi
5:05:45 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hello man
5:05:50 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: may i know who u are?
5:06:03 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i alan
5:06:35 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i just saw u in friendster
5:06:52 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hmmm... okay hi
5:06:59 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: so do i actually know u or?
5:07:04 PM made me happy i bless u happy: no
5:07:10 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i just add u
5:07:17 PM made me happy i bless u happy: hope be friend
5:07:19 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh i see
5:07:20 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: okay
5:07:21 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hello man
5:07:27 PM made me happy i bless u happy: can intro ur self
5:07:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh i am 19 tis year and i am frm ngee ann poly
5:07:59 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: currently doing film la
5:08:04 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: as in
5:08:05 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: film course
5:08:18 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh good
5:08:23 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: wat abt u?
5:08:28 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but u stay hougang
5:08:43 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: yeah
5:08:44 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i 18 study in ite electronic
5:08:58 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh i see
5:09:06 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: might i know why u wanna add in?
5:09:07 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:09:09 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: cos tis is like
5:09:11 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: sometink new
5:09:17 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: and like weird
5:09:25 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: damn sorry if i am too straight
5:09:35 PM made me happy i bless u happy: cos u stay hougang me also
5:09:42 PM made me happy i bless u happy: nvm
5:09:49 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:09:50 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hahahhah
5:09:52 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: thats good
5:09:57 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hougang people shld stick tgt
5:09:58 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:10:05 PM made me happy i bless u happy: wat u mean something new
5:10:12 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: as in no la
5:10:18 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: nothing add me thru friendster b4
5:10:22 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no one*
5:10:33 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh
5:10:33 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u guy right
5:10:51 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:10:55 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: if u seen me in friendster
5:10:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: yeah
5:11:00 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
5:11:27 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: so how are u?
5:11:28 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: ur life
5:11:30 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: now
5:11:35 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: like studying
5:11:36 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: stress?
5:11:38 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: fucked up
5:11:39 PM made me happy i bless u happy: not good
5:11:43 PM made me happy i bless u happy: boring
5:11:43 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: why man?
5:11:59 PM made me happy i bless u happy: a little bit sian
5:12:47 PM made me happy i bless u happy: so how tall r u
5:12:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:13:02 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: does height matters 2 u?
5:13:05 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i tink i am 170
5:13:10 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: the last time
5:13:15 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i chekc i was 163 or sometink
5:13:19 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: back in secondary 4
5:13:27 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh
5:13:32 PM made me happy i bless u happy: not so tall good
5:13:44 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u stay hougang which part
5:13:52 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: ave 10
5:13:57 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: near montfort
5:14:23 PM made me happy i bless u happy: not far from me
5:15:31 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh i see
5:15:53 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u guest i stay ave wat
5:16:30 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: 8
5:16:45 PM made me happy i bless u happy: no 5
5:17:02 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u know where hougang plaza
5:17:08 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh yeah
5:17:11 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: my fren stays there
5:17:16 PM made me happy i bless u happy: near there
5:17:21 PM made me happy i bless u happy: who
5:17:28 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ur friend
5:17:34 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: my sec fren la
5:18:06 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh
5:18:13 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u name is
5:18:21 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lam yong jin
5:18:59 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u finish NS liao mah
5:21:15 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: nah now poly
5:21:37 PM made me happy i bless u happy: than u go ns ar
5:21:47 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: yesh
5:22:37 PM made me happy i bless u happy: me last time lazy now have to work hard
5:33:23 PM made me happy i bless u happy: so u stay hougang can meet me
5:42:27 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:42:30 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: sorry i was busy
5:42:38 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: yeah man
5:42:51 PM made me happy i bless u happy: send wrong sry
5:42:56 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u busy in wat
5:43:05 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: homework man
5:43:25 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh k
5:45:41 PM made me happy i bless u happy: can i ask u one question
5:46:08 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: yeah man
5:46:42 PM made me happy i bless u happy: why u write u motherfuckers backstab.............
5:46:49 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:46:54 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: cos i was backstab by some idiots
5:47:04 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: n is damn angry wif them
5:47:09 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: thats y i use strong words
5:47:20 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh
5:47:30 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: and to me motherfuckers are nt realli meaning the meaning la
5:47:30 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but i dun scolded ppl once
5:47:39 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: oh i see
5:47:43 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: u are good man
5:47:44 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i am not
5:47:56 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i very kind dun backstab ppl
5:48:05 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh who say
5:48:12 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u also good man
5:48:33 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: hey man, u dunno a stranger so u better dont judge a person so quickly
5:48:37 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: thats how people get conned
5:48:51 PM made me happy i bless u happy: lol
5:48:53 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: and tricked
5:48:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: lol
5:48:57 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
5:49:01 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i mean seriously
5:49:08 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: even if u are wif tis fren 4 10 years?
5:49:20 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: ur judge on him may not be the same
5:49:25 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: when he likes the same gal as u do
5:49:28 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: things change
5:49:31 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
5:49:36 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: so thats life
5:49:37 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i try before lol
5:49:45 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: dont worry
5:49:48 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i guess lots of people
5:49:50 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: been thru it
5:50:07 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
5:50:11 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but not me
5:50:26 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i tot u say u try b4?
5:51:07 PM made me happy i bless u happy: no la
5:52:52 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i very kind
5:53:05 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u see my pic u know areally
5:53:12 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i know la
5:53:15 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: zhang dong liang
5:53:52 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
5:56:13 PM made me happy i bless u happy: so u know my number
5:58:11 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no la its okay
5:58:49 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i give u take down 90793301
5:59:00 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no la its okay
5:59:02 PM made me happy i bless u happy: can sms me
5:59:06 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: we remain online frenz is better
5:59:08 PM made me happy i bless u happy: why
5:59:25 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but i not every time online
5:59:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no la i prefer it that way
6:00:08 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ok lol
6:00:27 PM made me happy i bless u happy: better take down if u got anything wan ask me
6:00:35 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no worries man
6:00:36 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: but anw
6:00:40 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: pls learn 2 chill
6:00:45 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: take easy in life
6:01:46 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ok
6:02:01 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but life now i very scare
6:05:56 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: no la
6:05:58 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: pls la
6:06:02 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: learn 2 take tnings easy
6:06:09 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya
6:06:18 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u r a nice guy
6:07:26 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: nah... i just dont want youngsters to go kill themselves bcos of some unhappy stuffs
6:07:29 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: stress all these
6:07:34 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: cos i was a depressed kid b4
6:07:42 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i know how it feels
6:07:49 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ya i a good boy dun worry
6:08:08 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i also got stress
6:09:58 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: stress can go de-stress la
6:09:59 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: dont worry
6:10:07 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: muz learn 2 enjoy life la
6:10:17 PM made me happy i bless u happy: k
6:10:35 PM made me happy i bless u happy: but i boring
6:11:01 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u got any sport for me
6:11:31 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: play computer games
6:11:37 PM made me happy i bless u happy: sian
6:11:40 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: or maybe try 2 chase a gal u like lor
6:11:47 PM made me happy i bless u happy: u like sport
6:12:01 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: nah
6:12:11 PM made me happy i bless u happy: oh
6:12:16 PM made me happy i bless u happy: r u fit
6:12:55 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: nah, i am fat
6:13:17 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ur weight
6:13:34 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: i nv measure le
6:13:49 PM made me happy i bless u happy: i alittle fit
6:13:59 PM made me happy i bless u happy: cos i got train
6:16:26 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: okay hey
6:16:27 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: igrg now
6:16:30 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: cya man
6:16:36 PM made me happy i bless u happy: ok bye
6:16:42 PM made me happy i bless u happy: take care
6:16:46 PM . : ]BLUE[ : . U MOTHERFUCKERS BACKSTAB US FOR WHAT?: please take care of urself man
6:16:53 PM made me happy i bless u happy: kk

Anw, I haf blocked him and deleted him... Phewwww... but he knows how I look cos of frenster, so gals and boys, look out for who adds u cos u nv know u are a prey of a predator... LOL...

Anw, in the end at midnight maybe 4-5am, I finished up my Label homework, fucked frm 4 directions becomes just 2 directions, and on the nxt day, Friday, I settled every directions... We talked to Chin Boo earlier in the morning wif Hsien and even the backstabbers... We go into the office and make some introductions and moving of furnitures and wahla, we haf our own office wif phone lines... LOL... We then go haf lunch and goes into the 48 tracks, well well... It is awesome... Tested the cables, microphones, tie-lines and even haf some mini-recordings of our own... LOL, it was fun la... Yan did not seem like he is going to quit after he seen 48 tracks and the settling wif Chin Boo... YAY!!! No more emo, I am happy man... No more troubles, I am going 2 enjoy myself tml wif the recordings...

The next day comes, which was saturday... LOL... I woke up late and decided nt to go my ah ma hse just for Bernard, Ming wei, and Nic to come my hse for some fun... It was supposed to be a documentary abt Bernard... But then since we haf no time, we changed it into a music recording... It started just frm Ming Wei playing guitar and suddenly, wif a blink of an eye, I am inside singing wif Ming wei... Oh well, whole tink was seriously damn fun la... Hafing Nic the lousy cameraman and Bernard the emo-soundman as the crews are fucking funny la... LOL... Lots of funny stuffs happen like me not being able to sing the correct lyrics, Ming wei hafing to scroll the guitar tabs on the screen using the mouse tab while playing the guitar which causes out of rhythm, the screen that I was supposed to see lyrics from, dropped frm my brother's bed onto the floor and the emo-est tink happen, my TELEPHOTO LENS drop on the floor while I was packing up and CRACKED!!!
A BIG FUCKING CRACK!!! OH MY GODD!!! WHYY?????!!!! Shld I buy a new one? Shld I buy a new camera? Shld I rob Best Denki? Shld I make my own? FUCK U LAM!!! WHY U SO CLUMSY!!!

But then, I managed to come out wif sometink to console myself 2 make me feel better, tis is a good lesson for me to learn to take good care of lens esp. when u are happy packing up... LOL... It is a good and cheap lesson just in case in future, I dropped a one million dollar big-ass lens... Woah, tis is indeed a good lesson... It seems prefer a good reason for me not to feel that sad... Well, in life, we hafta just fake ourselves or try 2 convict ourselves to make us dont feel that sad or unhappy... Then after that, I go out wif the crews and the guitarist to haf some dinner and we tok in Harmony Park till 2.30am and finally left... Sometimes I cant help but wonder, will the few of us remain tis close even when we are old? Hmmm... Earlier on, I was in the Hougang Mall toilet shitting when I was tinking why am I still so close wif these Hougang dudes, only that did I realise that it is bcos we live near, that we can stay till 2, 3am and nt fearing that we haf miss the last bus or hafta cab home... So wat will happen when we all move houses? Will we still be tis close? I donno... Well, I guess, I will just buy a motorcycle and cycle everywhere... LOL... But seriously, I still stick by one of my top dreams... To live wif all my frenz in the same blk... Poly and secondary frenz all same blk... FUCKING AMAZING... Okay, I know wat to wish for nxt year's bday... Oh shit, its 5am, I got to sleep now... Goodbye people...

MONDAY BLUES!!!
TODAY IS MONDAY!!! OR RATHER, its ytd cos I'm blogging midnight... Sianzzz... Today wake up at 7am and bath and str. away head to school for the LABEL... Our office have nt been done yet so I met up wif DX in the library to do our NONSENSICAL LABEL HOMEWORK... HOLY CRAP!!! Both of us just tok cock and do our work even though I did not realli do much, I only did slightly more than 15 lines of my 1st qn , it is an essay, it have to write a report, there are two qns... FUCKED UP!!! I tink I tok abt it in my prev. post but I will repeat just to stress the FUCKINGNESS... What is the pre-production of a soundman? What does a soundman prepares? CMON!!! I tot we just shoot on production? So, in the library I took ard 30 mins - 1hr to try 2 find books but I can't seem to find audio books, only after a while did I manage to find audio books, but when I found them, I found out that they aint useful to the qns, the books I shld be looking 4 is actually on film production management and not audio BOOKS... DAMN IT!!!! And in the end, I did not even use the books much for my qns. I surfed the net and even quote some from my general knowledge. I haven't finish yet... I am going to finish tml, today... LOL...I hope so la, at least the 1st qn la, still got 1 more leh, btw, I haf an LABEL field trip on tis coming thurs, hope it is going 2 be fun like some excursion nonsense back in the Primary sch days where your whole class of 40 goes to some Singapore place... Haizzz... Label label...

Anw, today when I was on the bus I suddenly tot abt sometink, I was on the bus smsing Bernard from his NS... We talk lots of cocks, abt girls, abt Kate Bekingsail, cb, she in 'CLICK' the movie is the best...WOAH!!! We oso sms abt lots of stuffs, don't worry, I was jokingly telling Bernard abt porn stuffs just to annoy him. Well, anw, I just suddenly like had tis nostaglic feeling, I don't know abt how people feel nostaglic, but 4 me, it is like split into 2 kinds, hearings frm my ear or memories that just generate tis smell to my brain n I will start feeling kinda 'hey, I kinda forget abt that' feeling. I mean for hearings, I guess lots of people can relate to it, for eg. like when you were walking tis dark alley wif a ipod in ur ears, alone, listening to like Lonely by AKON. You feel emo abt the song cos you are kinda of lonely, no frenz, no money, no gals, you start to tear abt the song, when the lyrics goes, LONELY, I M MR. LONELY, I HAVE NO BODY TO CALL MY OWN... OWNNNNNNNN!!! You feel emo, that song makes u more emo, suddenly, shadows appear in the alley and the nxt moment you found urself raped by 1000 ugly woman wif armpit hairs and like nose hairs longer than Jack's Beanstalk. The music in ur eyes goes "I HAVE NO BODY body TO CALL MY OWNNN OWNNNNNNNN (By that high pitch)!!! Then you recover physically after 1000 years of bathing non-stop n 10000 years of cutting ur wrists. N, I guess the nxt time you hear that music LONELY, you will feel nostalgic and most prolly start bathing n cutting again for maybe ard 100000 more years. Thats the cliche kind of nostalgic. Everyone have that. But the 2nd kind, seriously, I don't know if everyone haf it b4.

When I was smsing Bernard, I started to haf memories of those days whereby I just keep smsing the gals that I like when on the bus to school. Hmmm, then you will haf all the happiness and feel like u are the happiest man in the world when a reply flies back into ur hp n feel like the world's emo-est man when no replies fly back. 1 day, 2 days, 3 days, 4 weeks, 5months, 6 years n no replies... U start to wonder whether your phone got problem, you sms ur fren to check whether he can receive, FUCK YOU, YES he can. You start 2 wonder whether izzit Singtel, M1 or Starhub is at fault, you call the operator and they says FUCK U, its working... You start 2 wonder whether did she had an accident? You saw her the nxt day in SCHOOL, FUCK U, she's ALIVE... You start to wonder does she hate you, FUCK YOU, SHE don't, she just forgets... Not an insult 2 anybody who don't reply, boys, gals, same... Cos I myself sometimes forgot 2 reply, cos too busy, too lazy, watching movie, all sorts of nonsense. But its true...

So on tis bus journey, lots of stuffs came back to hit me, I've nt been chasing a gal for like 6 mths? Or shld I rephrase, liking a girl. I will sometimes tink back to sem 2 when I had chased MJ b4 or mayb sem 1 when I had chased Jacquline, not the regional cinema teacher... Suddenly, a smell will just hit me in my nose which travel up to my brain and make me start rmbing stuffs abt that time... Sem 1 had a smell on its own, sem 2 too, sem 3 too and so on... Little details of wat u do start appearing n u will be like laughing at urself in ur mind and the film, the lam's story just starts playing at the back of my head... I dunno if u guys can relate 2 tis but I realli feel that I must write it down on my blog cos its just kinda kinda... Can't realli find a word... Important? Interesting? Nostalgic? Maybe the combination of the 3 words is the answer. I am sorry 2 be like act emo all of a sudden, cos I seriously haf lost the feeling of liking or loving someone for a long time leh, so when I haf the smell in my fucking nose, woah, I start to tink of a lot of stuffs... All the happy moments, the sad, the half-sad half happy.

I still rmb the other day when Joanna just come n ask me, HEY LAM, U LIKE WHO NOW AR? I am like wtf, even my poly frenz liddat, cos my sec frenz, ALFRED TAN KHENG HWA, n UBIN who is influenced by ALFRED, oways ask me who is my target tis semester. According 2 ALFRED TAN KHENG HWA, I oways like a new gal a sem... Well, FUCK U ALFRED... LOL, U make me sound like a desperate kid la... Lol... Its kinda of hurting to hear this sentence la cmon, its just me too sensitive to people and oways too easily to like people but trust me now, LOL, I have 1000 layers of Berlin walls surrounding my heart la. But 2 give credit to Joanna, that qn did hit me a few days later on a bus when I suddenly tink, hmmmm... who do I like now? N makes me realise I had really forgotten those days of liking a person... Everyday its work n work... For those people who are singles u most prolly understand, those who are attached, well, you won't want to get to tis stage, so cling onto ur gfs, bfs, tightly n treat them nicely, cos tis kind of things don't come easily... For us singles, we will just haf to laugh out loud, look straight, ride on our white horse (not pear-whore in hokkien) n search for our correct princess. Let's admit, deep down in your heart somewhere it is empty n w8ing 2 be filled... No worries, it will happen one day... We are not desperate, we are just human... ANW, uploading tis BADASS VIDEO OF MY SEC FRENZ COS I REALISED I OWAYS UPLOAD MY POLY FRENZ... HAHAHA... In tis VIDEO, MY HOUGANG FRENZ ARE TOKING ABT BLOOD BROTHER PRODUCTION de two galfriends of Joanna's brother... N according to Lian Jie, Keck was given a 'facial foam' by the ugly n FUCKED UP ONE who HUHHHH??? me when I asked for a 2nd rehearsal... Anw, if Joanna's brother stead wif that ugly one, I will rip him to pieces wif my bare hands... Sorry Joanna, but I will do it... LOL...

MY BIRTHDAY 2008!!!
I blogged two days late... LOL... Damn sorry... But now I am making it up... Not going 2 blog a lot I hope cos TML got LABEL, or rather later GOT LABEL... Tis coming LABEL Week does not allow us to use 48 tracks, haizzzz one more week of sianness but then Hsien, the new teacher in-charge has alr gaven us homework... OH CMON!!! HOMEWORK??? HOLY SHITT!!! THE QN is writing a report lor, abt wat do we location soundman do b4 the shoot, the pre-pro stuffs and all production planning sound... And another qn is that of doing comparsion between audio recorders... Haizzzz... I wasn't expecting tis la... But can't blame, cos we guys complain 2 much to Hsien... Haizzzz, getting our desserts now... FUCKKKKK!!!! Life is damn emo la... Label is the only thing that makes me emo during my BIRTHDAY... FUCK MAN!!! Thanks 2 my blog I oways managed to release my stress through words and not on some human sandbags, like my LABEL teammates... Haizzz... But then, wat can we do, we shld just work hard... THE LAST FINAL LAP... B4 that, tell u one more emo stuff, I sms JACK, my DOP that day, telling him 2 jio me 4 future jobs, tis is the 2nd sms I sent him 2 ask abt job, he replied back cool and for a weekend, there has been no news... Hmmmm... Well, I guess he has enuff hands and stuffs bah, I can still rmb last sem, wah, its like every week call 2 times for job lor... Wah, thanks 2 sch re-opening, my window of opportunity is shut tightly. So now, I am going 2 school everyday for LABEL wif my bank account over and over again, robbed by Jokers n Gang... WHERE IS THE DARK KNIGHT???!!!
Okay, time 4 happy stuffs, ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON 20 SEP!!! YAY!!!! 1st surprise, spoilt by Jerry and Guessed by me, is Jerry asking me 2 haf a tok wif him under my hse void deck, when I go down (I saw Lian Jie on the way down to his Police Coast Guard duty, too bad he can't join the STEAMBOAT SESSION), I only see Jerry, I start to suspect some stuffs and in the end, rests my paranoid heart when I saw the coast is clear, but then when I walk past the walls, I saw tis little cake wif Chin Hwee n June hiding at the letter box corner... LOL... SURPRISE!!! Cmon la Jerry, I guessed liao la, I jio u 2 meet at 5pm, u tell me cannot cos u need time 2 prepare so u extend till 5.30pm n then I bargain 2 5.15pm, cmon la, I saw ur tricks up ur sleeves lor, cos u oways wear sleeves-less... LOL, not funny, just kidding. I receive a Jeans

and a slippers

and a Tiramesu frm them, omg, it taste like heaven... One mouth send u to the gates of heaven and down the moment u swallow it... Its too intense... The slippers is a real good choice n its damn comfortable cos my slippers is spoilt and I oways wanted 2 buy a slipper but I was too lazy... LOL... Jerry was worrying if we bought 4 him slippers and he bought back slippers 4 me was fucked up, cmon, its good la, attending to my needs lor, my sub-conscious goals... Anw, Jeans is abit off cos u guys know I am a man who oways wear shorts or bermudas cos I hate my hairy legs rubbing wif the rough textures of a jeans BUT NVTHELESS, I WILL WEAR IT, I will wear tis jeans, it looks damn nice la, n most imptly, it is frm u guys, so I WILL WEAR IT... THANKS!!!! Then, I had dinner wif Jerry Buka-fong. LOL, tok a lots of stuffs and ask him a lot of annoying qns... LOL...
The nxt event I have is the steamboat at keck's hse... LOL... It is quite fun I must say, but badass stuffs happen, like the steamboat machine break down, nic's specs spoilt and stuffs... LOL... Even Zhi Hong the man came down for my bday lor.... LOL, he even got himself a bracers, hmmm, I dunno how 2 spell, but it is the hold ur teeth together de stuffs... Ubin oso came, LOL, ubin is confused abt upping-prez or remaining inside Military Intel. LOL, seriously, Ubin, just go as things flow la, you may fail the medicial test anw... LOL... I will upload the video I take of the steamboat soon, but not today... LOL... Anw, wat's badass is after the machine broke down, it becomes cooking session la, some Mdm Ham frm Home Economics Stuffs going on when Keck wears the apron, (just a form of expression), and steps into the Kitchen, wif Bernard n Wei Nan as the assistants, actually Bernard did cook too, but he is like the master chef, he n Keck's mum just keep telling Keck how to cook... LOL... When the food are finally all cooked, we dig in, frm steamboat to Zhi Char... LOL... OH YA, the best thing is Corporal Joachim returned back to Singapore for my steamboat session lor... LOL, Jojo oso brought a gift frm taiwan to me, a metallic watch which is DIGITAL and not analog...
OMG!!! I LOVE IT!!!! I will taunt it in front of Boon Kiat ( He is tis guy who lives in my blk and oways flings his metallic watch when walking in front of me, he
was my P4 classmate) I meant he did not purposely flings his watch la, thats just his habit, but now, I had the weapon to own him BACK... AHAHAHAHAHA!!! Thanks JOJO!!! Hahha, now I haf 3 watches but then I am not wearing all together la, cos 3 really looks weird, 2 is still okay, so I substitue the oldest one I had wif my bday gift.
Anw, after eating and watching the 'I GUESS I GUESS, I GUESS GUESS GUESS', they went home, oh ya, and I want to thank Alfred for cutting the food up for steamboat and thanks 4 organising la bro... LOL... Anw, the sausage that we were eating look like a thumb... Look at THIS!!!

Anw, they went home, leaving me n Keck n Nic at Keck's hse... Well, we watched Old Boys and it tramautised both of them wif the ending... LOL.... YAY!!!! LOL, told them it was good they dont believe... LOL... Anw, the 3 of us just keep toking cock for non-stop, abt our old past, our secondary days and stuffs, it was realli a damn awesome memory session, there were some stuffs when ur fren say abt sometink and u haf a slight memory of it, you totally feels damn awesome, that u forget abt it but yet, it is still in ur memory, but there were oso incidents whereby you totally forgotten abt wat ur fren is toking abt, and u will be just like trying 2 conjure images in ur brain but only 2 realise, you just don't rmb. At tis point, I had a bad tinking, tis is going 2 be wat happen 2 us when we are old, when we can't recall stuffs and haf to conjure images to make urself feel like u are there. I DONT WANNA BE OLLLDDDDD!!! Scary shit...
Anw, we chat till veri long and then Keck go slp while me just tok cock wif Nic. U can easily tell that Nic is sleepy-drunk, LOL, by saying rubbish and doing rubbish... LOL... I oso abit haf that... But then, in the end, we left at ard 8am which I forgot my wallet and hafta go up and take again... LOL, I reached home at a time I forgot is wat and then str. away head to sleep. Fades out...
The nxt moment I regain my conscious is at 6.30pm... OMG, HOW AM I GOING 2 slp TONIGHT???!!! FUCKKK!!!! I cannot become an owl again... Anw, lifes boring today, LOL, until XQ call me and tell me she is outside my hse, OMG, I change my clothes and open the door, there she is, holding my presents... LOL, THANK YOU XQ!!!! LOL... She say she came to meet Jerry 4 sometink and came along to give me presents... LOL, THE PRESENTS ARE...
Sweets at the left, Campbell Soup at the middle and a mini bottle at the right. Its fucking awesome, xq's choice of sweets is the best of choice, LOL, it reminds me of the days when my Sec fren Jian Nan buy me 2Kg of that kind of sweets for me... OMG, it is like omost filled to the brink of the plastic bag la... N he bought it bcos like long time ago, I told him if I could buy 2KG that would be awesome and 'pop' he bought it 4 me... Although Xq's one is nt that much but I am seriously touched la, oso, inside still haf like a mini blue bottle for nxt time if Singapore had water rations which I could use and oso my fav. campbell soup... THANK YOU XQ!!! That was awesome... THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAF WISH ME HAPPY BDAY.... THANKS 4 all your PRESENTS and TOTS... Thank you 4 ur time... I am realli happy... Anw, when Xq came, I was watching OVER THE HEDGE...
It is damn cute la n I loved it, it has ur normal moral values built inside but it is just veri cute la... N then I watched BE WITH ME after that, a singapore film...

By Eric KHOOOOOO... honestly speaking, Eric Khoo looks like my OM frm Montfort Primary sch called Mr. Khoo, cmon la I tink they brothers... But I hate Mr. Khoo, he is a balding middle-aged man n he seriously haf problems wif the students, no one likes him la... Oways trying 2 act cool... cool cool bird la... Thats my fav. nick 4 him... LOL... Anw, Be With Me is a veri slow film, some ppl like it, but 4 me, some parts just don't really work, but then one of the gals inside damn hot la... Fuck! N Jason Tan, a camera assistant I haf worked b4 is like making out wif the hot gal la... Damn it lor... Just kidding la... HHAHAHA, the number of dialgoues is veri little, a typical Singapore film bah I guess, but I must still praise some parts la, I tink the number of locations Eric gets is damn intense, his sponsors a wish for toso damn a lot la, and most imptly, I was shocked it is shot on a HD, it looks damn filmy... I wanna watch 12 storeys n Mee Pok Man... N compare... But then, come 2 tink of it, my genre of films that I want to make is not like tis, I want it fast-paced, killer, morbid, fucked-up, action, war... Not tis kind of films... But I don't mind watching them la... Let's just hope, all our films will come out la... N may my bday wish come true, it is he world lor... LOL... N Fuck, I just realised my blog's time got a bit of problem, it is like 1 day slower, FUCK, anw, so it just means my prev. posts blog are 1 day slower, and got some problems, FUCK... But trm now on it shld be fine... Oh ya, Anw, Nigel, Look at my pics, andat my bedsheet, it is not Mr.Bean's bedsheet lor, It was a proof that I do change my bedsheets u fucker... Lol, it just changed so often that u see the same bedsheet again u FOOL!!! N it was such a coincidence that when u tok abt it, my mum change it the moment I reached home, just on Friday... Anw, tired, good night people, HENG I WONT BE AN OWL!!! Good Bye PEOPLE!!!

Label N MORE LABELSS!!!
After a few days of discussion abt the label wif the group mates and the new teacher in-charge Hsien, we haf finally reached a verdict. We will be staying in school from 9am - 6pm. EVERY FUCKING DAY... But then since we had 4 people, we can cheat a little, 3 days per person to come school, something like a duty liddat... A day to haf 4 people at the same time which is most likely to be Wednesday and then split Mon-Tues and Thurs-Fri between us 4. Great IDEA MAN!!! AWESOME... And hopefully, we all are touching the 48 tracks nxt week or I will go mad... These past few days have been a veri messed up and fucked up routine that I had due to lack of sleep but thanks 2 ytd for that long and crazy sleep I finally got over the bad habit of sleeping like an owl... I have nt realli been doing anytink 4 the past few days cos were veri emo wif this stupid LABEL nonsense... But now that problems is mostly solved, yeah, I can sleep well now... Everyday is just LAN n LABEL n LAN n LABEL, woah, realli damn tired and crazy... I actually did not like the idea of playing LAN since a while ago liao, but then bcos my frenz go play, I go... Which in the end turn out I don't realli enjoy myself, hafing 4 - 5 people play LAN is nt realli that happening, I prefer 7-10 or more... Thats wat I call happening, hafing a few people 2 shout wif aint realli that fun la... But still I must say, I did enjoy... But 4 now, no way LAN, NO LAN FOR LAM... Oh ya, n I forgot 2 talk abt Chin Hwee's bday party, LOL, damn sorry June n Chin Hwee I nv appear 4 the 1st 3/4 of the party, I only appeared for the last part which was the lantern festival tinky at Chinese Garden... Well, that place is for couples la, LOL, there is Yan's couple, Chin Hwee's Couple n me n Jerry... Perfect... LOL... Dont worry Jerry, everyone knows we aint gay, LOL... I mean if I am, I wld haf go 4 a higher standard, LOL!!! JUST KIDDDING JERRY!!! DONT EMO LA!!!
Anw, Thru-out the whole tink, it was kinda of awkward, its just feel like gooseberry cum 'I shldnt be there' kind of feelings, Jerry is happy cos he had his fucking DSLR, 4 me, I had my phone camera but it ran out of memory then... Which was emo... I actually did enjoy some moments there cos there is actually quite romantic and beautiful, great location for my future gf n me... Or maybe for my new film or sometink liddat. New porn location, maybe? LOL... Just kidding la... But lantern-lifting is fun, when I was lifting lanterns, my memories of me being young at my hse void deck playing wif the electronic lantern (that kind whereby you play got music which is fucking monotone) came into my mind and make me realise that I have realli grow old... So many things have happened in my life, and I sure have grow quite a lot... But then, lets nt look back and feel emo, lets look forward... There are still plenty of chances for us to relive our childhood stuffs, and even if u had a bad childhood, nvm, we will do it now, dont be afraid that people will laugh at u, if they do, point them a middle finger and let them know u are nt a kid, and then go relive ur childhood moment. Thats y I am hafing Legos and toys back at home... I still dont haf time to play yet, but I tink I will one day, when my ibook crashes or sometink... LOL... When technology falls... Nah, just kiddding... Anw, Let's hope LABEL will be awesome, for now, I alr. foresee another problem happening, well, good luck 4 us... Anw, finally uploading the video I edited... From a video of just traffic of a motorcycle and cars... Look wat it transform into...

Just Accept Life BAH...
Today, I am going 2 blog every little bah... Cos I came back and slp at 1-2pm to 9pm... LOL... I am seriously nt prepared for LABEL, I guess everyone's too... Just 4 info, LABEL is tis project where we do music recordings... Yeah... LOL... But then, wat can we do? We chose tis, 1 or 2 sems ago, we all are like, yeah man, LABEL, die die must LABEL... I know my major interest is nt wif music recordings, but I chose tis path and I know I wasnt going to regret at all... And I did not... Its just that I haf not rest well bah I guess, after my AFP 2 shooting and editing of sound, I am seriously drained out... Up till now, when I was just about 2 recover that kind, I str. away must start LABELLING AWAY... I fucking know that I am whimming and it wont do me any good... But I tink it makes me feel better... I don't mind shooting or directing or crewing, cos I keep watching films n they sort of make me wanna shoot film again but 4 now, I realli no passion 4 sound... After the intense editing of sound for the module Advanced Audio Post Production, I am so fucking tired of sitting down in front of a com and edit sound effects and all... I feel damn bad 4 Chin Boo, our teacher in-charge... We got tis new teacher in-charge called Hsien but Chin Boo is our overall... Hsien sounds like a nt bad guy la... But then, LABEL just came at the wrong time la... I can still recall how happy we are when we all kena the LABEL tinky, just maybe 1 sem ago, but look at now, everybody is tired and sian.... Haizzz, thats wat happen when ur passion of flame burns out... But then, today, I just came up wif a thinking, tis is the path we chose, we haf to walk it no matter wat, its about ur responsibility... Chin Boo did so much 4 us, we can't afford 2 let them down, we are tired, correct, but we will walk on, and walk so fast that the friction our shoes wif the floor reburn our PASSION OF FLAME... BURN AWAY OUR TIREDNESS... I LOVE SOUND... LETS DO IT!!! Sound ROLLING!!! N ACTION!!!

*Anw, today is chin hwee's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 u, to DERRICK n CECILIA, belated but sincerity still there... Anw, Uploading Chin Hwee's KBOX's video since I maybe nt going tml cos of LABEL... LOL.... AHAHAHAA...JING BAOOOO!!!

The Day I am Labelled...
Today, is a badass day... I never sleep at all... I am now trying 2 blog while w8ing for the time 2 strike 8.30am when I will go out of my house and take the bus to SCHOOL... Bus fucking 74, 1 hour fucking trip... Haizzzz, go there do wat? LABEL!!! I dun tink I am happy tis time at all abt Label, I am still tired, I still wanna rest man... I am not in a hurry 2 do work, school work, I just wanna slack at home and rest, FUCKKKKK!!! Let's tok abt the good stuff ya?

Ytd ytd, I went for my IBP meeting and after that, I went to shop at Flea Market... Tis time I realli did slowly walk and buy some stuffs, I buy a mic 4 $7 bucks and it works, I bought a cool-looking watch 4 $5 bucks... I also bought that kind of 'hooker', not prostitute but sometink like ppl go mountain climbing and use it 2 hook the ropes de... FLEA MARKET IS TOTALLY AWESOME!!! Anw, I went Ah ma's hse after that, hmmmm, same thing, I nv realli tok 2 my cousins, they only can communicate well wif my bro bah, I still cant believe 5-10 yrs ago, we were so close 2 each other...
I went back 2 Hougang and watched 2 movies at Lian Jie's hse wif the hougang gang, me, Ming Wei, Bernard, Nic, Alfred and Lian Jie of cos... A veri funny incident happen when we were still w8ing for Lian Jie, to come home. LOL! Well, Ah Na sms me got who going for tis movie tinky, I at that point was abit irritated and so decided to play a fucked up joke on Ah Na, so I just sms a fucked up msg of "You want come you come, you dont want come, u dont come, I am too lazy 2 type out all the names." LOL!!! I mean, the number of words I type is more than wat is needed if I had just typed out the names, LOL... But lets fight 4 some fairness okay, can u imagine, u are sort of like the organiser, and u happily ask ppl out, then ppl will all ask u, who going who going? I mean, thats quite wth man... I was a organiser of outings b4, and the number of smses I sent out are mostly telling ppl who is going, I mean WE ARE ALL FRIENDS!!! So, don't ask u know, asking is like, so, beside you, who else going? Orh, that chio bu nt going ar? I nt going liao... LOL, no la, no chio bu la... But u get my point... LOL...

Anw, Mw was emo when watching the show cos just when we ARE about to start, his NS ppl call and ask him 2 go back 4 duty, Mw was on standby but cmon, it was like 11pm when they call, okay, frm Hougang 2 his camp, abit nt crazy, so he decide like he will go back tml early morning, so b4 we even start watching the movie, Mw goes back home and slp. So, the rest of us continue to watch, halfway while we were watching, Mw sms Bernard that the NS army say no need Mw to go anymore liao... LOL!!! Thats life... Thats emo life... But then its still good la, he dont haf to go do duty... We watch the first film Diary of the Dead which we decide not 2 watch after watching 4 15 mins cos it was quite boring... So we switched to DARK FLOORS...

Its supposed 2 be a horror, but I don't find it scary, the creatures' design are kinda wth... One of the big monster who chases the protagonists is wearing a leather Jacket like some rockstar like KISS, then they haf tis creature called scream queen, hmmmm, it was CG and its look totally unscary... But then the story is not that bad xcept for the ending... The story is all about time warps, different dimensions and linking each parts tgt, quite interesting actually, but then the ending hits me feeling like an idiot, cos I totally haf no freaking clue... I tink I will haf 2 go online and check the meaning of the film. Its kinda of cheem... I hate too cheem films... Its fucked up... After that, we switched to watch GRINDHOUSE: PLANET TERROR.

Well, its seriously a random film, quite funny at some parts, and SUPER GOREY!!! OMG, balls being cut, dick melting away, woah, thats damn eeeeee... Dont realli find it veri over the top like wat I heard frm ppl ard but I seriously like the hot girl wif the carbine's leg... Thats fucking awesome, I shld haf one too... I esp. love tis pose!!!

Lol, poor Ah Na, watch halfway then his mom called and he had to leave, he dint finish the story, in fact, he only see the Black eyed Pea girl, Fur-gee, come on screen 4 a few seconds when he had to go... Damn emo ah na.... LOL, 4 those 4 dunno, Ah Na is actually Alfred... Lol... Yesh... Best name in Town since 1989... Oh fuck, times going to be up, better start typing fast... Anw, after that show, me, nic and Bernard goes to eat supper w/o Lian Jie bcos he was damn tired, he watched planet terror until omost slp lor... LOL!!! I guessed doing coast guard is realli tired sia... Hmmm... Fuck man, tis just give me the annoying feeling abt NS!!! Damn it... Anw, after the supper, go ard Hougang and tok wif Bernard... LOL, can u believe, we tok till 5.30- 6am in the morning... OMG, we tok almost everything under the sun, it had been a real long while since both of us had a chance to tok alone abt all the secrets and updates in life... I asked him so many fucking badass qns that I cant realli rmb any... Hmmm, let me tink, I tink one of them is like "if u like a gal and she like u and she is allergic to sex 4eva cos she was almost raped b4, so it means a no-sex r/s 4eva, will u marry her?" Well, Bernard has a honest YES answer... Let me see, another qn is offending to gals, its about private parts but seriously, if u feel offended, dont read, if you dont, just laugh and understand that I am just giving a scenario. My qn is "if you like a girl and she like u, but then u realise she had a decomposing CB, will u marry her?" I wont tell u Bernard's ans. HAHAHAHA, neither will I tell u mine... But realli, it was fun, I asked like probably 10000 qns... LOL, just kidding...

So I went home after that and did some stuffs wif my com, I tink its downloading of movies if I am nt wrong and head off to bed, I woke up at 5.30 pm and realised that I did not haf lunch wif my Hougang frenz, LOL, they called me earlier at 12pm all these but I guessed, I dreamt-talk my way into more sleeping, damn sorry guys, I fucked up... I will set 10 alarm clocks soon... Anw, I wasted my mum's chicken rice too, she bought 4 me but I slpt through lunch, when I 1st wake up, I heard cooking utensils' sounds, that is the skill of a soundman, okay, nt realli, everyone can hear la... LOL... But it mean that it is time 4 dinner liao, I did eat some of the chicken rice but it is no longer nice and the rice become dry and so I throw away almost all the rice, ard 1kg... No la, just ard a packet of rice la, which I dunno exactly how many grams la... The whole day then I was trying 2 dl some CG effects software and when I finally did, I was figuring how to do kickass CG by trial and error-ing that software... Well, WOAHHH!!! I did it until now lor... Thats y I never slp at all... I tink I will upload wat I did 2 show u guys... Its quite nt bad la... Quite cool... I feel impressed of myself 4 once... LOL...

Anw, I was eating Bee Hoon 30 mins ago bought from my mum, trust me, a hungry morning wif Bee Hoon is realli the best combination. YUM YUM!!! Okay, time 4 my LABEL meetingggg... Haizzzz... Good Bye People...

3rd Day of RE-BLOGGING!
Well, I haf maintained it well, the habit abt blogging. Lol... So what did I do today? I just finished bathing after waking up at 4.30pm, and then Nigel called me and try 2 ask me to go Siglap, but then me no confession, travelling there = no money. LOL, hey, try 2 understand Nigel, I GOT NOOOO CARRR like somebody and go location scout nv jio, no problem WATSOEVER... And I was still a little bit blurry and sleepy and so I did not go... Sorry Nigel, no problem watsoever will be your reply, so its okay... You shld jio 'you spit one time, he spit one time'- man...LOL... Anw, back to wat did I do today?

Tha Tha! I watched the battle btw J-C-Reily with The Horny American Pie dude... Its called the Promotion.

Lol... Its nt that bad, kinda funny at some parts. Its abt the Horny American Pie dude tot he is going to get promoted to being the manager of tis newly built supermarket when suddenly Jon C Reily comes into the picture and pose a threat to him. The best is you see the Horny Amercian Pie dude from acting a very pervert man to a very normal and kena owned man... LOL, he usually own ppl in Amercian Pie but now he is owned... Lol... I got to say that his acting is nt that bad man... But I am still freaked out by one of the scene in Amercian Pie dunno number what whereby he wanna see a pair of lesbian make out and he had to kiss and make out with his another guy friend which seriously, THAT IS FUCKED UP!!!!!!!! If I kena kidnapped as a Prisoner of War, and they forced me to kiss a guy, I will rather bite my tongue and kill myself. No offence to gays like Keck, Lol, just kidding, but really no offence, its just my preferences... My thinking... So its good, I recommend the promotion. Oh ya, toking abt biting tongue, go fucking watch Old Boys man, like wat Yan says, it is really "FUCKING KICKASS"...

Its totally awesome, the ending plot twist revenge, OMG, send me str. to heaven and pin OLD BOY as one of my Fav. plot twist. On Par wif M. Night Shalaman. Don't worry, I won't spoil the ending or wat here, so can carrying reading my blog... Lol... Okay anw, time 4 me 2 go slp, fucking madness, tml needa wake up at 11.30am for IBP meeting. I WILL NOT BE LATE!!! Anw, posting a video up... The Pre-PRO OF BREAKFAST!!! Cya... Good night and Good morning...

* From tis video, we all know sometink, NIGEL's CHINESE IS LOUSY!!! LOL!!! Just kidding... Haha...

Fuck The Beetle!!!
I oways haf this fucking tot that either my past life is a King of an Insect or Insects realli hate me... I am now typing this blog wif fear of being attacked by tis Beetle that had somehow or rather flies into my room and is now settling down somewhere b4 he flies out to attack me again. Seriously, I fucking wanna kill them now... Since a long time ago, I am oways aimmed by insects... Some of u may haf hear the story some may not. Any insects that appear in my hse will charge towards me somehow or rather. Maybe 5-10 yrs ago, I rmb watching either a damn horror show or a thriller wif my dad, and so I was like damn intrigued in the film when suddenly, the sound effect or a hard skeleton hitting on the ceilings and the lights, you look up and u see tis fucking brown flying nonsense... Let's CLOSE UP!!!

OMG!!! Searching for just that pic seriously make me wanna die... But then again, there are cute beetles around la, for eg. LadyBird!!! Cmon, I dare to hold them on my hand lor, they are damn cute but not tis... Anw, thanks 2 pea the director of my Dog Pro that makes me having to take video of the dung beetle, I have to take like 5-6 dung beetles home...
I wanted to film them but had no time and wat's worst was that THEY ARE BEETLES, I have to forced myself to look at the 3 sections they have and how they slowly move ard wif their hairy legs and let's just be glad they did not take the license to fly. HENG!!!! If not, I would just wear my NPCC boots, blast my music and crush them all to death. Why blast music? Cos just the imaginary crushing sound effects is enuff 2 make me develop serious goosebumps... EEEEEEEEEEEEeeee...

Thanks so much for the Sidetrack, now lets get back to me and my father's bonding session. LOL. I was like wtf after I saw the beetle but keep forcing myself to get into the film again when suddenly, the beetle landed on my leg, I swinged it away and then it flies up high to the ceiling and charge back down again but miss me cos I dodged. After that, I 4got wat happened liao. But I tink I lost my concentration of the film, the beetle took it. That Son of a Beetle... A lot of times when I am watching TV in the living room, my whole family is there but they will just fucking charge me, alone, I looked at them from the same living room as my family but then they will just look at me and charge at me... The impact of a beetle charging towards you while you look str. in its face is realli more scary than that of a nuclear missle. Damnnnnn Sickkkkkkkk...

*That Bitch just fly past me now and landed on my bed, HOLY SHIT*

Anw, I haf a backstory to why I scare of beetle. When I am in my Sec 1 or 2, I rmb lying down on this computer chair and was still wearing my montfort shirt wif its collar up, then suddenly, was just chilling when I feel sometink crawling on my hair, but I ignore it, tinking it was my collar when that tink crawl again even though I nv move my body, HOLY SHITTTT... I use my hand to take that 'collar' off my hair when I touch this hard, moving shell... I str. away stand up and fling it away and go away... You cant imagine how much shampoo I use that day but yes, I wash away that dirt it put on my hair, but I will never wash that memory off me...

Another backstory has nth to do wif beetle but just insects, I wake up one day when my mother just tell me the prev. day I had a cockroach that crawl over my face when I was slping on the mattress on the floor and my brother don't dare to do anytink and call for my mum and my mum was the one who get rid of the cockroach when I was in my dreamland... OMG!!! (I tink its the cause of my pimples, no la, I had them b4 that cockroach did its merry-go-round on my face).

The last backstory is actually the lesson to learn of not laughing at ppl loudly, I rmb, I got choked onto a dunno wat the fuck insect it is when I was laughing at my fren in this open space in Montfort, quite near the bookshop, just below the clock that area. I just rmb laughing so loud and happy when sometink just fly in and I started choking and I choke out this little insect, drowning in my saliva. Damn emo... The other incident was when I was eating durians wif my family and was oso laughing but 4got the reason why when suddenly that kind of flying ant, that kind that got attracted to lights in ur hse, flied into my mouth. I spit it out and same scenario, you see tis insect drown in my saliva, wif a little bit of durian...

Anw, now that I blog finish, I don't really hear any moments from that beetle... Well, wish me luck, I am going to bath now... Goodbye...

OH MY GOODNESS!!! I AM BACK, 4 the 10000th time

I hear clapping and applause the moment I came back into my blog... Thanks 4 all my fans out there supporting my blog even though I never realli blog anytink the past year. LOL!!! How long has it been? 6mths? Wah, thats sounds kinda old. LOL... So wat makes me wanna re-blog? Haha, today was hafing dinner at CHOMP CHOMP wif my good old frens Lian Jie, Wei Nan and Bernard, Nic is not there cos he go some Marina place to get his fucking boxing gloves... Fuck You NIC! LOL, just kidding... Hey anw, Lian Jie took out his camera and take the picture of the food, so wat did I do? I recall how I will do that in front of ppl and get laughed at as a cam-whore, but whore on the things I do, not like Alfred who whored himself on FACEBOOK!!! KHENG HWA!!!

Hey anw, I suaned Lian Jie for still being the old 'me' by just saying he is a cam-whore and he told me he wanna like rmb all these things when he is old... OMG!!! That struck me in my mind and heart, HOLY SHIT, where was that me? I tink I lost it in my poly era. I am usually the camera man who goes ard fucking snapping photos but I guess in FSV, I haf been acting suave for the 1st n 2nd sem until that 'me' is lost. OMG!!! Just take a look at my fucking blog man. Its DEAD!!! D, E , A, D, DEAD!!! Anw, Lian Jie continue by saying that he is a forgetful man and that he rather keep blogging so he rmb every fucking moments, OMG!!! How true man, I am forgetful too. I am now at 5am w8ing to do my sunrise time lapse nonsense and that sentence hit me when I am arranging some of my videos, and u know wat I ask myself? Hey Lam, you say so many jokes and lame jokes for all these years, so many, do u actually rmb, and for wat occasion and to who? And wat were ur funny moments? Your frenz' funny moments? Well, sadly, I can't say much cos I forgot ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!! I haf to be that 'Me' AGAIN!!!

I am so afraid that I will forget my frenz in the near future... Thats y I am determined to start my blogging AGAIN, and let me thank you blogger.com for allowing me to do this kind of shit, but then again, please don't close down, I will go MAD... Thanks...

I think usually I take too long to type things, and thats y I usually dread writing blog. LOL... So just update wat I do today, hmmm... Today, I wake up at 1pm and goes to paradiz centre to check out tis clinic for my face which my cousin introduced and guess wat, it shifts its location... It was just fucked up cos I refused to call them up 1st b4 going there and when I was like 5 mins on the bus, my mum called and told me she forgot the keys and I hafta go back to pass her the keys... WTF!!! I WAS DAMN PISSED, (sorry mum...) Anw, dont threaten to tell my mum cos I tell her I was pissed initally alr, so people like Nigel don't even tink abt blackmailing me) HAHAHAAHA!!! Wat make me more fucked up is I saw a bus 147 which is the bus I am taking back pass me when I am still on the 147 to paradiz. HOLY SHIT MAN! But then in the end, I w8ed 10 mins for the bus and goes back and pass my mum the key and head back to paradiz... Sounds boring? Well, definitely, but I love sitting on the bus and slp... It's the most awesome tink in life, with mp3 of cos... Lol... Sometimes I can't slp on my house bed but can on a bus, I shld be a bus-driver then. Woah, 40 more mins till I start my time lapse nonsense... Getting ready my gears all liao, just w8ing for Grandpa Sun (Tai Yang Gong Gong)...
Anw, lets continue, I meet up wif Joanna they all, my ibp members to write the birthday card for Derrick and take a pic for her lovely montage to Derrick. LOL... Anw, Joanna, dont scold me for spilling the beans cos by the time Derrick sees tis blog, his bday is OVER!!! So close ur mouth! LOL... After that, meet up wif Nigel and Pea (who hao-lian her new phone w/o even saying HELLO) and Jon. Me n Jon then go to Flea Market to catch some fleas. Well, nt realli, but there were pretty good stuffs there but I dint realli had much time to look ard cos there were ppl w8ing for me at CHOMP CHOMP! Anw, there are many porn DVDs selling there, so horny ppl like Nic, you shld know where to 'cum'... AHAHA...

Bid Jon Farewell and head str. to Serangoon and met up wif Lian Jie they all... Ate lots of nonsense there, Prawn Mee, Satay, Lala and Sambal Gangkong. Well, whether they are good, I haf no comments, if not later, I kena sue for defamation or wat and then I can go Changi Prison and shoot Prison Break 10. Lol...

Well, anw just to update u ppl wat I have been doing, I have shot quite a few number of videos and films and I am now taking a break, wif cigarettes and pipes and 'see-shy'. I am watching movie everyday and w8ing for job to fall on me... Currently for me, I got this final year project which is 'The Label' which do music recordings and oso being a soundman for Jia Yun's IBP group. Din't go for their meeting today cos today cannot wake up. LOL... Real sorry, my bad... It wont happen again... And anw, IBP is like hot on my tails so I guess I can't work for long either, FUCK, NO MONEY, how to live, my bank left $8 and I owe my mum $50 bucks... I am a goner... Let's see how I survive la ar? Lol, w8 for my update, it will come soon, anw, today I watch Kingdom of Heaven, Director's Cut, Special Extended.

Woah, its pretty nice... Can't realli rmb the normal's version is how liao but both versions are fucking awesome, I WANT TO DO A WAR FILM!!! Okay, Grandpa Sun is coming out soon, Gt to go now, Goodbye ppl and gd nitez, take care and peace Out... (A-town down, Usher usher)